Life;
The easily foreseeable consequences knock.
Addiction is the hallmark of every, 
Infatuation-based-adore-story. 
Trouble begins when the object of your adoration bestows upon you a heady* 
Hallucinogenic dose of something you never dared to admit you wanted.
An emotional speedball of thunderous love and roiling excitement.
Soon you start craving that intense attention,
With a hungry obsession of any kind.
When the "drug" is withheld, you promptly turn sick, crazy, and depleted.
Comes with lot of recentness
The dealer doesn't pony up the good stuff.
Next stage finds you skinny and shaking in a corner.
The object of your adoration has now become repulsed by own-self.
The irony is you can hardly blame no one.
Pathetic mess,unrecognizable even to your own eyes.
The sarcasm of hurtful feelings.
The new club of life changing events.
Hits your infatuations final destination.
The complete and merciless devaluation of self.
The hipster trash of rewinding.
The need at least half to stand still,
Because it feels safer that way.
Want to take back the book of artsy photos,
And escape being an emotional zombie.

Carnaval en cage

Caged carnival creature
fresh dire in wit leading
each heartbeat lone
training lanterns to fit.

Your curly mopped head
sang a perched yellow tune
that went soft spoken gorgeous
with the pale coloured moon.

I tried to requite you. 
I tried to make love but i'm
better off shooting the head
off a dove.

Caged carnival creature I
can't set you free for I
fear you've caged me and
gone swallowed the key.

De'sole'

I love you very much,
Even thou at times I do things that hurt,
I try so hard to hope that you always see,
How much you being in my life means to me,
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain,
that is the last thing I ever wanted to do,
Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing
I mess up, I am sorry for that too.
I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,
Like nothing else in my life gives me the trill of being loved by you.
So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes,
this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside.

Un Amour Interdit

Butterflies in my stomach,
Soaring up high,
The way you make me feel,
I could never deny.

When you smile at me
It brightens up my day,
But when I look at you,
You seem to turn away.

I try to reach to you,
My scream is loud yet quiet.
I'm floating on a cloud,
Then suddenly its night.

Realization shoes me something,
You will never see,
That day by day your love
Is what I need to breathe.

Aime

You look at me as if I'm the only girl around
You make me feel important and never let me down
You've showed me how to live
How to smile. what to say
You've showed me what its worth
To love someone each and every day
So this poem goes out to you
For everything you've done

As the sun rises in the East
So the breaking dawn of my love begins
As the sun sets in the West
I am overwhelmed with a burning desire
A desire locked down deep inside
One that cannot be concealed anymore
I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst
I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime
At the end of it all you are my deepest desire!
I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever!
I Love You Babe!

Ma Promesse

I promise to always lift you up
When you are feeling down
I promise to wipe your tears
When you feel you need to cry
I promise to keep you smiling
To show off that beautiful smile you have
I promise to be your strength
Whenever you  weak
I promise to be your voice,
When you can't find the words
I promise to be your eyes
When you cannot see
I promise to be your ears
When you cannot hear
I promise to always tell you what’s real
When you want to hear the truth
I promise to be your dream catcher
To chase away you’re every fear
I promise to be your smile
When you’re frowning
I promise to always cheer you up
When you are down and blue
I promise to give you faith
When you are feeling insecure
I promise to keep you sturdy
When you are feeling unsafe
I promise to listen
When you need to talk
I promise to tell you no lies
Just what is true
I promise to always lend you my shoulder
For when you need to cry
I promise to always hold you
When you need someone
I promise to always care for you
Wherever you are I promise to always be there
I promise to never hurt you and never break your heart
I can’t promise you the world
I can’t promise you the sky
I can’t promise you that we will never fight
I can’t promise you that I will never cry
But I can promise you that I will always be true to you
And babe I promise that I will always love you more than anything with all my heart, no matter what happens or what we go through, babe I'll love you until the end of time!
Ill be your guardian angel
That’s my promise to you!!
xoxoxoxo my love.

Mon seul l'homme que j'aime et adore

To the Man I love

You are the man that walked into my life,
You changed everything from wrong to right,
You make me happy, when I'm sad,
You tell me things to make me glad,

You love me, even when am far away,
You promised me- always and forever,
You stay with me, even when we're apart,
You always keep me in your loving heart,

Looking upon the stars tonight,
Holding your picture close and tight,
knowing that you're thinking of me,
Wishing our love will always be,

I hope you know that my love is for real,
It's not some game that someone can steal,
Deep in my heart I know it's true,
That I will always, always love you. . .